Just arriving at “home”… if it could be named as such just taking some gums whille scaping the noise of the people I live with getting in the computer, music full volume and looking for something to keep my mind busy… something purposive I would prefer… but at least a good enough distractive if it is not much to expect
I would enjoy a good conversation, buy wait, I already close my fb, as I have keep people far from me in other mediums and other ways… I would then look for something interesting to read or watch at, but how much indecisive I turn, my libraries are full of options but in moments like this I have not any of them to catch me at all… difficult to choose for the right one.
Then I would hope for some kind of space I would browse through, something which connects me with that kind of information, of content, or whatever could it be that enhance my perception, or dynamic my mind… Kind of videogame…? or some underground interface or network of unusual and different stuff…? jaj it does not stop of sound so played out this state.
Isolation has its defects… I am not sure wether if it is just I don’t know that what I need for moments like this and yet it is out there… or if the issue is I have loose interest, taste, that capacity to discover something in the simple, the trivial, the current…